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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

That EUGENIA ONG PEI LING totally "annoyed" me last night again.
I hate to admit it but I missed those whinings alot. :)
She asked me the SAME QUESTION like ten over times when my answer WAS ALWAYS THE SAME!!!
Sometimes I wonder why do i even bother answering over and over agn.
Then she will worry about the same thg for so long and keeps asking me and the shopkeeper the same qns over and over agn.
It just doesnt get stored into her brains!
She needs a million times of reassurance before she'd be finally convinced.
I really wonder how David can stand her and tolerate such negative "persistence"! :)
But i must say that she's rather sweet towards him.
The same CANNOT be said to the way she treats old time frens like ME.
WHERE IS MY VDAY FRAME??????!!!!! :(
Oh man she has been in my life since I was 6!!!!
I remembered disliking her during PYP days cos she was always eating so slowly that we cldnt win the group of the day. haha those were the days.
All complaints aside, my life will definitely not be the same without her in it.
So as much as I hate to say this, Thanks dearie for being sucha big part in my life all these 16 years! :)
Loveyou.
Enjoy ur Vietnam trip and hope that the present will turn out fine.
If not u'll blame me again!!!! :(

Went Paragon SoupSpoon for dinner and i simply adore their Velvety Mushroom Stroganoff.
I am a sucker for mushrooms.
Their Caesar Salad's nice as well.
Was not able to meet up w Jas or Amanda after that so decided to head for home.

Didnt expect to see my bimbos at my void deck!
It was sucha wonderful surprise. :)
Arent they sweet?
Thanks babes for dropping by.
Seriously, Weiling needs some sleep!!! :)
Loves to all.

Japan trip is confirmed.
13th Dec-24th Dec. :)
I cannot WAIT!
I love winter!!!
And i cant wait for our clique's party too!!!! :)
I love my girlies!!MUACKS****

I bought a skirt online just now.
haha laughed at me all u want but this my first online shopping exp.
more to come i foresee. :)

Read Miss Bunny's blog and im truly happy for her.
I am happy that she has finally found THE ONE and who loves her unconditionally and faithfully.
Dear, uve found ur happiness so grab it tightly and treasure it.
Stay blissful and i love u.
Please take care of my Miss Torto and Mr Evol k? :)

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Sunday, December 02, 2007

Loves.

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She's mine! :)

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i love you to bits bestie!

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i like this picture alot! :)

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It has been eons since my last post.
I am rli lazy to blog and seriously there's nthg much to blog about.
Basically my life now evolves ard job searching, interviews, meet ups with friends, spending time w my family and facebooking.
Uh huh, its basically BORING!!

Anyway, regarding my job status--ppl stop asking me!
I am tired repeating my sob stories over and over agn.
Let me sum it up..to date, i am STILL NOT WORKING.
Its not that I have no offers but those offers were not wat i wanted and not ideal.
I have rejected three so far.
One, Management Trainee.
Two, Credit Controlling Officer at foreign bank.
Three, Events Executive at Lilliputt.
Though I was really keen on the Events Exec position, my family didnt approve or liked me to accept it. I was not too keen on the salary package as well.

So life goes on and I am still looking for the ideal job.
I am extremely keen on HR position and seriously, I totally REGRET not tkg HRM in SIM.
Sighh but rather on dwell on the have-nots, i'll continue to search for a HR position.
To date, I have concrete plans to pursue a post grad study in HRM after I've started to work.
Job search have not been tt smooth sailing at all.
At times it can be so disheartening and frustrating.
The feeling of losing out to someone else is jst so hard to swallow.
Plus the fact that that person is ur friend.
Its a double blow!
But ive learnt how to let go and move forward as a stronger person.
Indeed, I have to thk my ever-so-loving family for not rushing and pressurizing me to accept any job offers that came my way.
They kept saying there's no hurry to get a job, and that i must find one that ive passion in.
However, as much as i appreciate the support and comforting words, i cant help but feel inferior and worthless at times.
Its like almost everybody else is working already while im still bumming ard.
The feeling of inferiority keeps creeping in and makes me feel damn demoralized.
However, i have promised to try even harder and not give up.

On a happier note, if nthg goes wrg, i'll be away to Japan frm 13th-24th dec.
Jamie has moved to a bigger hse w Koji and we are gg for her house warming! :)
but we have not booked tickets yet which costs abt $1.5k per pax.
I only spent $800 when i went over in June! now its almost double to get there!

Christmas is ard the corner and another year is flying by.
This year seems to pass even faster than ever.
I wish I was still 16. haa!
Have plenty of plans for this year and i cant wait! :)
its a festive season filled with love and presents!

Dinner with my girlies last nite (minus Wenny).
I am so glad the camaraderie is still as strong though the last time we all met up was qte some time ago.
I simply love the simplicity of our friendships.
We all seem to understand each other so well.
At least they all understand me DAMN WELL lah! :)
Pity Wenny cldnt be dere due to her exam tdy.
Hey wennydear! im sure u can pass ur papers today! NO WORRIES SMARTIE! :)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR 25TH TO COME!
I am sure it will be FUN!!!! :)
I love you my girlies!!!! *hugs*

Damn! I am seriously BROKE!
I was just whining to my girlies and Jas that ive spent more than 700 BUCKS since weds!!!!
I have conquered 10 tops, 1 dress, 2 belts, 1 bottom, 1 pair of boots and make up.
I can declare BANKRUPT very very soon.
Shopping kills and esp if its shopping alone.
urghhhhhhhhh!!
Nick (not Jas's bf) has been reprimanding me non-stop last nite for spendg so much money within three days.
I feel so guilty lah after his "scoldings"!
WJ and him were bloody irritating! haahaa!
How i missed those two bros of mine.
Thanks for the ride to ECP and back WJ!
But i hope i dnt have to take ur car anymore if not i rli must buy insurance alr lah!
Ur seriously a road HAZARD man!
BE CAREFUL u hear! :)
Loves.

All of a sudden I am missing my Twinnie, Weirdo and Dumpling.
My SIM clique.
They are the typical girlie type of girls and they mk me laugh merely by listening to their girl talk! :)
I miss school!!!!!!!

**This is for my bunny dear**
Darling i know ur still hurting even though the incident happened qte awhile ago.
But as i said, they are safe now in god's hands.
What u can do is to move on with them in ur hearts and im sure they will be happy enuf up there.
They will watch over you and bless u so all the more u must live well and be happy again.
At least ur paths have crossed and u guys shared priceless moments together before.
I am sure they wld rather u to keep them forever in ur heart than still grieving n mourning for their departure.
So live well and be strong for them, ur loved ones who are still ard and most imptly for urself.
They will be up there watching over u and smiling on ur wedding day as we celebrate altogether.
I love you dear.

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